« 9.47 pm »

well i don`t have any other way of venting out. so imma jus let it out here...

 y is it that he complains that nobody cares about him & nobody understands him? when i told him i cared, he pushed me away. when i told him i wanted to understand him, he kept his mouth shut. how can u understand someone when u don`t know what`s going on? i don`t know y i care so damn much.... but he doesn`t give a damn about how him pushing me away makes me feel. nobody likes being rejected. ionno. im just confused.

WARNING: nonsense so no read ya

i trust no one anymore... jus mah parents n mah mares. shie... i dunno. i jus feel so out of it n shiet. basta, maraming gumugulo sa utak ko. one thing on top another... chance after another... i dont know i jus need some time for mahself. some time to think. if any of y'all read this PUHLEASE dnt call me tellin me "let's talk about it". shiet. i dont want to talk to anyone right now... jus ma mare JE' aight.

feeling like a trophy/ like nobody cares bout me/i am a person u kno/ so please treat me like so/ im ask'n u to do one thing/ but seems like yer not listening/ i base everything on trust/ so be honest wid me, u must/ sometimes i think i dnt kno u/ is the person i see, really true?/ right now too many thoughts in mah head/ specially now that im lyin in ma bed/ there's nothing else to do/ but to think of u/ how uve been treat'n me like a fool/ unknowingly deceiving me/ saying im in yer destiny/ who am i supposed to be?/ can somebody please tell me?/ so many promises unfulfilled/ so many questions unanswered...

i jus thought that i'd share this... ish kyute n sad. found it on myspace bulletin

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in
the park
one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this
world

Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends have
boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in
this world with out any special person in our life

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and
you
will be my boy friend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and have a picnic...
Daniel
and Jasmine have their quality time together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride
on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and
she touched Daniel's hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they
asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller
said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time
of
your life...SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's
eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the
road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
daniel and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency room
and
he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are
a
really cute girl and i am really falling for you..
Your
cherish smile your everything when we played
this
game..... Before this game would end...I would
like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life....
I love you Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love
you...Remember that night when we saw a
meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled
that I
wish we would be together forever and never
end
this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I
love
you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY


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Always love your loved ones and show them
how
you feel before it is too late...You will never
know
when they will be gone from your embrace...If
you
were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting
compassion and love to your loved ones?
Today
is the day....Love them while they are still
here...

.+*1.52 am*+.

--ewan ko... fuck... LoU LiEd to me. akala mo kung cnong satong nagsasalitang walang ginagwang mali. fuck that shit... he makes it sound like i did so much bad shit... like wala syang ginagawa. "tange di ko pa nameemeet yan" yun pla hay ewan ko. fuck this shit. fuck it fuck that fuck everythn. fuckin LiaR. i hate gettin all stressed out like this... cuz i can't sleep! shit. liar. sinungaling na tanginang shiet.

¯»¤l[ whuddupz --12.51 am ]l¤«¯

im just lazy & bored, so yah. yeah. okay. bad weather. ok. got it. yea. k . good. wtvrz. stop readinG! hei.

i said stop!!! don't u get it!

haccome ur still reading????

nytz